++ the afterthought

So I have not blogged in quite a while. That is rare but not surprising. My life has been flitting through right before my eyes and I must say, while some events make my day, some are dreaded, the rest are routine. Routine in my own words screams 'Boring' aloud, it also weeps 'Inevitability'. So, while pardoning me for not blogging for more than a week, do sympathize with me as you hear the predicaments I’m in.

I remember clearly every single person who has helped me in a way or another, I also do bear grudges. (Who doesn’t?) A person who did something unjust to me could totally change my perception of a person and being a pessimist, I tend to view one is a negative light more often. So there’s this person who got on the wrong side of me, and I’m trying really hard not to destroy whatever is left of our friendship. However, it’s really difficult as I might have to sell that person out to get a better life. Welcome to my world of politics and backstabbing, after a while, you lose all that innocence to your survival instincts. I’m gonna have to play my game well before I drown into nothingness. And yes, this sad reality of life is really making my conscience feel funny. How contradicting. =X

**That aside, the coming week is going to be happening! My 2 most loved Mandopop Queens will be in Singapore. Stefanie Sun would be having 2 public appearances, one on 7^th April 2pm at Vivocity and 8^th April 3pm at The Central, Clake Quay. Jolin Tsai would be having a concert on 7^th April at the Singapore Indoor Stadium. Naturally I would be going for all!!! I’m so fricking excited!!!

Lastly, i don't care what those half-fucks who are so self-absorbed in the commercialised and superficial ballads say about yanzi's album. To me, and to many others(critics inclusive), it's one of her best so far. So yea, get a life.

i need a tan!!!